Wednesday, 4 June 2008

Model with red scarf....twice


Two very short poses on one page with the blood-red scarf falling through the composition and linking the figures. (Double nude study with scarf. Patel on A2 green paper. 2007) And now to Rotterdam for the last etching session of the semester.
a bientot
Jane

Saturday, 31 May 2008

O(ra)n(g)e-minute pose


A one-minute artist-model pose from early last year. This is what panic drives one to scribble on to a 25 cms sq piece of indian hand-made paper in such a short time. I am off to London for a few days.
a bientot
Jane

Friday, 30 May 2008

Pambos

Pambos reclining. (pencil on paper, A3, 2005) A quick study while waiting for Koula to turn up and pose with him. If models as good as this one grew on trees I would start a plantation today.
a bientot
Jane

Thursday, 29 May 2008

Bargain Roses from Hooglvliet no 3


There is no getting away from the compositional nuttiness of this one. But it came to me like this. These were my favorites of all the roses so far because they seemed so "pale and interesting", a sort of broken white colour with green tinges.. probably something went terribly wrong at the cultivators but I was delighted when they showed up, about a year ago. (Bargain Roses from Hoogvliet no 3, 40 x 30 cms, oil on gauze-covered canvas 2007) It is not really a portrait of them but more a painting about the fatness of buds, the whitey-greenness, those rounded, shiny serated leaves which I found vaguely playful and an absence of thorns...and love, attraction, sensuality.....
a bientot
Jane

Sunday, 25 May 2008

Bargain Roses from Hoogvliet no 5


It is one of my great regrets that I have no intellectual grasp of composition. A person who knows about composition, looking at this rose painting, would no doubt tell me why the space is divided up in the wrong way, why the vase is sitting in the wrong position, the roses are arranged in an unbalanced manner etc etc. If I had known all that I could have got to it first and prevented the disaster you see here. (Bargain Roses from Hoovliet No 5, oil on canvas 40 x 40 cms May 2008)
IF it is a disaster... Because I don't know. I just felt it like this and then when my friend came and said "why don't you run the lower background continuously" I did so because I was about to anyway and he confirmed my hunch. Underneath the vase there is just a little more of that band of mars red, and so there should be. I think my camera was drunk so I will retake and repost the photo. Ignorance is bliss - all I know is that this flower painting is in inverted commas. It is saying: "I cannot believe this is me painting roses", and "see how every brushstroke is about a race against death to paint love".
a bientot
Jane

Wednesday, 21 May 2008

Etching me


An etching on soft ground made this afternoon in Rotterdam of me wearing a big old Indian hand block- printed shirt. Sally said "why don't you wear an apron?" and I said this is it! Why not have beautiful things even as overalls? This is my kind of etching - it was in the nature of an experiment but came out quite well. In feel it is not so different from just drawing.. you put paper on top of a zinc plate covered with a soft ground. The pencil strokes are transmitted through the paper, picking up the paper texture on the way, and somewhat softening the lines. . Then the acid does its work and the plate is inked for printing..... quite a few times, if you like.
a bientot
Jane

Tuesday, 20 May 2008

Bargain Roses from Hoogvliet no 4


I have a friend who occasionally buys himself wilting bunches of cut-price flowers and brings them into the studio, If I turn up he pretends they were for me and I pretend to believe him. Then I get my own back by making paintings of them (Bargain Roses from Hoogvliet No 4, oil on canvas, 40 x 40 cms May 2008) such as this affectionate little scribble from this morning.
a bientot
Jane

Monday, 19 May 2008

Cheeky model


Well this one is rather cheeky and makes me crazy but she is worth it.. usually.. here is five minutes-worth of her insufferable insolence (model sketch, chalk on coloured paper, A3, 2007)
a bientot
Jane

Sunday, 18 May 2008

Rise up


How funny that I never blogged this before - a stray from the uninspiringly-named red/blue series that I made after I arrived in the Netherlands. I felt totally blocked but I wasn't really - it was just a frame of mind - at least I was making things. This has all the usual elements of the time - the shutters, the red couch (trust me, that is a red couch) the couple with pale woman and brown man, the funny disjointed still life in the foreground that is quirky and fuzzy.
a bientot
Jane

Wednesday, 14 May 2008

Fallen Angel

The superimposition of this 2007 nude study on a partially effaced earlier drawing, (or drawings), gives the impression of a slight, winged creature at rest in front of a domed classical-looking building with another ghostly figure emerging in between. Memory doesn't serve.... but on finding it again I am rather drawn to the vulnerable, hunched, sleeping figure and its flame-coloured background elements.
a bientot
Jane

Monday, 12 May 2008

Woman in space - lost item..


A lost item from the Woman in Space series, posted last October/ November, (Henriette, semi-draped, 30 x 30 cms, pastel on acrylic on torn paper 2007) in which various things were going on. Henriette was gradually removing her clothes as the sequence of two minute poses progressed, and so this must be one of the first poses. And secondly the model was placed in the space both as an excercise in simply placing the model in the space - and also in the wider sense of outer space - since most of the series had the model appearing to be alone in some lunar landscape or on another planet somehow. Maybe it mirrorred my own feelings of being lost but let us not go there...
a bientot
Jane

Sunday, 11 May 2008

A supermodel.



She certainly was... in fact if she really had been a size zero I would have had to work harder to get absorbed in my subject. Look at me luxuriating in all these curves and soft round places. My colleague - depicted - was also enthusiastic. We liked the way the model was comfortable with her larger-than-average body and held rather sensual poses.
a bientot
Jane

Friday, 9 May 2008

Two Models in Nicosia


In Nicosia occasionally we dipped into our pockets and took two models. It was always exciting and when you are looking at two bodies interracting there is always an infinity of things to notice and notate. Here is one of the briefest poses from a session of that kind - it must be Koula and probably Pambos.. the sketch is maybe nothing special but I like the solidity and togetherness of the couple as they face away from each other. Almost as if facing an encroachment of some kind...
a bientot
Jane

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

Reclining nude, inclining artists.


Here are all the usual elements of an observational drawing made in our studio in Rijswijk. (Nude, chalk pastel, 50 x 70, 2007) The model adopts a traditional pose that can be held for an hour. The artists appear reflected in the looking glass behind her, as do elements of her own reflection. The colours are mainly primary colours and the light is from all directions. Business as usual. Sometimes I feel like exploding a bomb in there... or setting off fireworks, lighting a fire, unleashing the fire extinguisher, uncaging a lion... we all need change. Tomorrow a big, black, male model - that will help.
a bientot
Jane

Tuesday, 6 May 2008

Torn from the sketchbook


Sometimes, when trying to express a moment of eroticism, anatomy is suspended and hands, arms, lips, bodies don't add up to their usual quotas of limbs and parts, don't know where they start and stop.. it's abandonment. This is a rhapsody on a kiss...
a bientot
Jane

Monday, 5 May 2008

Rise up!


This is such a large piece that I found I had to draw with big sweeping arm movements and quite fast to capture the figure in the few minutes I had. (Figure reaching upwards: charcoal on brown paper, 120 x 50; 2006) I was inspired by a huge studio space that was fairly new to me and propelled me into working in this way. The ghost of the previous drawing is helping an illusion of movement although the model was standing still .. or as still as she possibly could.
a bientot
Jane

Sunday, 4 May 2008

Nude study

This was a quick preparatory study for a colour drawing I posted last October. I wanted to go further with it but in the end the pose turned out to be too difficult to hold for the model and he complained bitterly. But sketches like this are also works in themselves. (Nude study, A3, charcoal pencil, 2007) I liked the way the screen and the lantern in the background translated into a sort of landscape..
a bientot
Jane

Thursday, 1 May 2008

Child, asleep

On a hot Summer morning in France I drew my small daughter before she woke up. I can rather tell from the way I have drawn this that it must have been the Summer I spent reading about Egon Schiele and looking in particular at his drawings and watercolours.. i can also tell from the size of the child .. so probably 2004. I am off to England for a few days.
a bientot
Jane

Wednesday, 30 April 2008

Titi le penseur (2)


I will be drawing this model again on 9th May and I am going to be very sensitised to his head on hands poses after assessing last year's work and finding so many of them. (nude study, oil colour on brown paper, 50 x 60 cms 2007) It certainly does make geometry with the body, as in this case where it breaks up into two squares... of course I did not think of that at the time, but was trying to catch his thoughtful mood.
a bientot
Jane

Tuesday, 29 April 2008

Man walking away from me


We used to be rather crowded in the Nicosia studio where one of the few life classes on the island took place on Wednesday nights. However there is a sense of space in this nude study (Charcoal on brown paper 70 x 40, charcoal 2004) which looks as though the model is walking off into a distant horizon, weighed down with uncertainty... some license must have been taken as I assure you we were practically sitting in each other's laps. Moreover the model will have been stationary rather than walking away, although there have been many times I have made studies of models in motion: that's another story and another challenge.
a bientot
Jane

Monday, 28 April 2008

Titi le penseur


Another sketch probably from the same day as the last posting. (Titi le penseur; charcoal pencil on paper A3 2007) It is very different in feel to the previous one but shows the same preoccupation about grabbing the essentials from a pose when there are only a few minutes to complete the drawing. Looking back over many drawings and paintings of this model I notice he is particularly fond of posing with his chin resting on his hand like this... from certain angles it can create some interesting triangles within the body.
a bientot
Jane

Sunday, 27 April 2008

Different model same idea

Titi, so called because of his man-boobs, (unfairly in my view), is here seen at work, (Titi, chalk on paper, A2, 2007). I am also seen at work, a hasty 2 minutes grabbing the nugget of the situation, and his reflection in the mirror is also indicated. A typical Rijswijk moment.
a bientot
Jane

Saturday, 26 April 2008

Pink Sofa no 2


This quick large chalk drawing was made either just before or after the one posted below. The artist is headless.. possibly departing... I have tried to capture the rather bulky form of the model - and his strong presence in sleep...
a bientot
Jane

Friday, 25 April 2008

On the pink sofa


A very quick and rather large sketch from about a year ago when my colleague posed for me. I was feeling the lack of male models and he turned out to be really good. (Artist and Model - chalk on brown paper, 90 x 70 cms 2007) I think that this work has a slow reveal. First you see the artist in the background.. me.. then a confusion of geraniums or whatever - poinsettias if I am not wrong - and then all that scribble in the foreground turns out to be a sleeping person dissolving out through the bottom of the frame. Of course I am not in the background but looking straight at him from a couple of meters in front.. it comes from a time when the artist-model relationship was at issue in my works.. one way or another it always is.
a bientot
Jane

Sunday, 20 April 2008

For Pippa Bacca

I used to call this technique of white ambiguous layers the "Turkish White Veil of Death" .. I was sort of joking but not any more. Hoping for the permission of its owners I rename this painting Under the Turkish White Veil of Love..... A tiny, tiny, tiny embrace - (watercolour, white oil paint, paper 10 x 15 cm 2005) to put back the clock.
In Pippa's memory, and for us all to move on, I quote James Agee, whose words I heard movingly sung today. Pippa desired something more like this... not the eternal black wedding night of death but a peace adventure lit by stars.

Sure on this shining night
Of starmade shadows round,
Kindness must watch for me
This side the ground.
The late year lies down the north
All is healed, all is health.
High summer holds the earth.
Hearts all whole
Sure on this shining night
I weep for wonder wand'ring far alone
Of shadows on the stars.

a bientot
Jane

Friday, 18 April 2008

Life made flesh


It goes without saying that people who have lived well into middle age have long life and experience behind them with many stories to tell. They may have lost the bloom of youth but the patina of age has its own attraction. To the artist - to this one anyway - older subjects are rich indeed. Their bodies and faces tell stories. I would give half a dozen satin-skinned twenty-something models for this one .. I don't know him, or even his name, but he had a depth that made drawing him absorbing. He would have been extremely handsome at 25 but less good to draw. One can read the story of his life on the lines of his face, and body and all of them suggest subtle things to the pencil. (Man, standing, charcoal pencil A3. 16 04 08 with apologies for the photo) In fact, in other studies where he was facing me, there was a danger of giving too much attention to the high level of interest in his face - craggy but fine - and still handsome actually.
a bientot
Jane

Tuesday, 15 April 2008

Mine for fifty minutes.....


Another very big, very quick, sketch from the Artist-as-Hawk-Model-as-Prey period (Artist and model: 100 x 130; chalk on brown paper; 2007) I lurk in the background reflected. Of course I am actually right in front of her. That's easily forgotten.
a bientot
Jane

Monday, 14 April 2008

Model as prey. Artist as hawk.


The artist's predatory gaze, the menacing background elements, the violence of simplistic colours, the huge format size and the scribbly speed of execution all add up to a kind of menacing of the model. At the time (Elizabeta, chalk pastel on canvas (I know, I know, I must be mad) 100 x 120, 2007) I was really questioning what we were doing all standing around our easels with a naked person in front of us. At the Academy I never questioned the innocence of the practice. But last year the complex questions circulating in my mind resolved themselves into a kind of violence for a while. Artist as hawk. Model as prey. Strange.
a bientot
jane

Thursday, 10 April 2008

Model in Rotterdam



Getting back into training after three weeks away - a couple of quick model studies made yesterday. I was trying some new chalks - the waxy quality of the one I used for the sitting pose appealed to me wheras the smudginess of the conte crayons in the recumbant pose didn't really go my way.

a tres vite

Jane

Friday, 14 March 2008

Before I forget


This is quite big - probably 120 x 100 cms - and was made in an hour with Henriette and the artist - me - looking rather thin in the reflection, painting. It belonged to the 2007 artist and model (yellow) series (posts passim) which was a time when I was working big in a very very very big space. I am still in the big space but tragically have stopped noticing the inspiring spaciousness. Technically this piece is nuts and that is probably why I never blogged it before. But I feel I must, for the sake of completeness and affection. And because I need to remember the reason I adored the space in the first place.
a bientot
Jane

Thursday, 13 March 2008

Unsigned...

Ink?! - all I can say is when God created the squid it was with me in mind. You may use what emanates from a squid it to flavour your pasta if you like, but I would rather fill my pen with it.. or whatever derivative of it I am using. This embrace (ink on paper 15 x 24 cms approx 2005) has an intensity but it also has a few infelicities which I think I may be able to recitfy. So I just thought I would blog it now in case I ruin it in the process... and so that that the squid did not die in vain.
a bientot
Jane

Wednesday, 12 March 2008

Eric


Eric was pretending to cry. (charcoal pencil; A4, 1998) Usually he posed nude or in a turban and/or sarong. Sometimes he stuck pins in himself or adopted excruciatingly difficult poses to test himself. This made a tension that excited everyone in the studio. Being a buddhist monk he believed in mind over matter. At the same time he communicated how it felt to be him during these ten minutes and we all shared his total absorption which is transparent in this drawing. I wanted to blog an aquatint today but it was a disaster. Sometimes it is good to look back into the past in order to go forwards...
a bientot
Jane

Tuesday, 11 March 2008

Line line line

Thirty seconds contemplating a figure.. or maybe two.. aha!
a bientot
Jane

Monday, 10 March 2008

Blind monoprint


A very impulsive retrieval of something inside. (Untitled. approx 24x30 cms. monoprint 2006) How? A thin smearing of indigo oil paint on glass, a layer of paper and 30 seconds trusting my line with the wrong end of a paintbrush... Then my chinese seal.
a bientot
Jane

Saturday, 8 March 2008

Drawing by the line



A graceful pose held by our model in Rotterdam on Wednesday. (Model Study. Sanguine on 110 grm cartridge paper. 2008) As you can see, she moved so much, especially her hands,
that I was obliged to make a second drawing from the same pose. Management of model fidgeting is part of the job, so I don't complain.
a bientot
Jane

Wednesday, 5 March 2008

Sketch for Ghosts of Love


Its not a great photo but it shows the first working-out of the composition I blogged over the last two days.. (Cavafy No 1. chalk pastel and pencil on canvas , 50 x 60cms 2005.) I know, I know... what kind of a technique is that! But I remember coming home late one night and grabbing the nearest materials and making this scribbly erotic thing in fifteen minutes which gave rise to so many other works. Enough of this nostalgia.. Tomorrow something very recent - made this week.
a bientot
Jane

Ghosts of Love (2)


Here is the sister work to yesterday's posting in which I did not play quite so fast and loose with techniques and although it is still mixed media most of it is oil paint. (60 x 70 cms mixed media 2005) I thought also to include the sketch made from life on which I based the couple in this painting. Forgive the bad photo with its "hotspot" - it was too difficult to remove it from the frame.
a bientot
Jane

Tuesday, 4 March 2008

One candle will be enough...


A poem of Cavafy reveals the poet in old age lighting a single candle, its soft light creating the "fitting" atmosphere to bring on the ghosts of his past love life. He sits in the candlelight and waits for them to come. In my painting (60 x 70 cms, mixed media 2005) there are several candles and their reflections because I got carried away with them as objects. The space has exterior-interior ambiguity but I feel it in fact to be an interior I knew well and the red coverlet and the table also making regular appearances in my compositions of that time. Tomorrow the sister work..
a bientot
Jane

Monday, 3 March 2008

One minute studies



A couple of linear nude studies (A4 pencil on paper) made in London in 2000 and finally exhibited and sold in Nicosia in 2005. If memory serves, these two are the same model and occasion. This was John Crossland's studio at the Hampstead Art School, where the model would "perform" a string of thirty one-minute poses just before the break. It was amazing - unique to that studio - and a pure flow that cleared your head of everything except drawing. I have never found anything to compare with it since.
a bientot
Jane

Sunday, 2 March 2008

Solution

I made a number of works following a session with a young couple who posed for our group in Nicosia in 2005. I worked in clay as well and because I was thinking three-dimensionally the paintings all turned out to have a sculptural quality. One of them is the red/blue oil pastel from a few postings back. This embrace is a layered work (Solution 60 x 50 mixed media on canvas) with highly textured white acrylic overworked with glazes.
a bientot
Jane

Saturday, 1 March 2008

After Maillol Again


Unusually for me, an abstract work, (Fourteen, A4, watercolour, 2005) based on the composition of Maillol that I stole and worked in lino print and oil pastel further back down the blog. In this work you would need extraordinary powers of recognition to discover the work that inspired it. It doesn't matter any more although I think the figures are legible. Using a rather perverse mixed media of watercolour and black printing ink it has metamorphosed into a rather ominous work about sex and death.
a bientot
Jane

Thursday, 28 February 2008

Nude, reclining, arm raised and bent


This small watercolour (Nude, reclining, arm bent behind her head, 10 x 15 cms 2005) is a very senusal work that has become rather abstracted without losing the readability of the figure and her langourous stretching body. I gave her a parody of a Rodin title because although the technique is totally different the pose and atmosphere recall the sensual nudes of Rodin that must have been in my mind at the time.
a bientot
Jane

Wednesday, 27 February 2008

You made everything special


This is a tiny ink painting from 2004 which has been hanging on a bedroom wall in Canada since my exhibition in Nicosia. It is somewhat bluer than this and made in an ink that is so soluble and responsive, breaking up into so many subtle colours, that I fear it may not be massively light fast. If it fades it will be a pity, for this drawing captured such an intense erotic mood with more concern for emotional content and happy accidents of line than concern for anatomical accuracy. I recently saw an equally tiny, if not even tinier, erotic ink drawing made in a similar way in a sketch book of Turner in an exhibition in London. It has inspired me to make more....
a bientot
Jane

Tuesday, 26 February 2008

After Maillol

A strange erotic scene from my 2006 oil pastel series that never graduated from its boring working title of "Red/Blue". This one was inspired by a very linear drawing by Maillol which had an even worse title (Deeper in). The female figure seems to be in extremes of pleasure - almost disintegrating in the tangle of bedsheets. The dog has a jealous air . The Cypriot shutters have worked their way in to the composition as so often with me. And the dark skinned man with a fair-skinned woman was a combination that interested me at the time. I also made a lino-print of this composition which is somewhere way back down in this blog under the title "After Maillol and Picasso".
a bientot
Jane